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Title: All Your Lovers
Characters: Sam,Dean, others
Genre: fever dream
Notes: [livejournal.com profile] caranfindel likes some Trials Sam, and esp. The Great Escapist! ( ; Happy birthday to you!



All the way back to the beginning you were burnt, that's what they all said, angel and demon and prophet and monster; your own.

.... toast? your brother says.

What?

You can hear Dean telling you to wake up, wake up, alarms banging in the brainpan; hell's bells.

It must be morning.

*

When you were only a kid, kissing your first girl, or your first Jess, hand curled crisp in yours like a fall leaf in a place there weren't any, not for now, just the gold and the green and the fog and the sea. Lecture: Native art. Dinner: you and your girl and California, and California’s always burning, or breaking; shaking herself loose from the earth, free at last.

That's you.

*

All your faults, your frailties.

Oh, you're shook, your first love and your last, a demon said once, in a girl's sweet body that crimped close, slipped down your hot throat, told you to swallow. But she meant your brother--first to fill you, eyes and hands and eyes; first to carry you, first to see you go up, and up.

*

Lucifer fries eggs in your kitchen, hooks an arm, asks if you slept well, baby, says it was always gonna end like this, us, domestic bliss with my best, well--you know you're never gonna do it, weak as you are, Sam, you gotta eat, spreadeagle (my favorite) between two cosmologies, what does it all mean, my burning boy; you want toast with that?

*
Your brother slaps you. You brother says it was almost the end, man, you almost, runs glaciers over your brain, your face; lovers and lovers and others, and just like that--

the fever breaks.

Date: 2017-03-15 03:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] caranfindel.livejournal.com
{gasp} I don't even know what to say. I am so unworthy of this beautiful thing. Thank you! <33333!!!!!

Date: 2017-03-15 06:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crowroad3.livejournal.com
Happy birthday!! (And thank you for all the ( : your writing and posting and commenting has given me.)Hope it was a good one.

Date: 2017-03-15 01:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] madebyme-x.livejournal.com
Ohhh, so wonderful and painful too, and I loved the Jess reference. Thank you for sharing :)

Date: 2017-03-18 06:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crowroad3.livejournal.com
All the Jess! The doomed Poe ghost-girl of SPN. <3!

Date: 2017-03-16 03:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] milly-gal.livejournal.com
*pokes* Where in the hell do you mine this stuff from, I want whatever you're having! That in English is that was freaking awesome!

Date: 2017-03-18 06:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crowroad3.livejournal.com
Hee, my brain's always been a little slant (ed)! <3!

Date: 2017-03-18 10:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] milly-gal.livejournal.com
Best way to be, as far as I can tell, and especially if this *points upwards and makes squeaky noises* is the result :D

Date: 2017-03-18 06:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crowroad3.livejournal.com
Glad ya liked. <3!

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